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The hardest thing to do: “Talking about yourself” Me? Oh God are you sure?

The hardest thing to do: "Talking about yourself" Me? Oh God are you sure?.

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The hardest thing to do: “Talking about yourself” Me? Oh God are you sure?

The hardest thing to do: "Talking about yourself" Me? Oh God are you sure?.

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The hardest thing to do: “Talking about yourself” Me? Oh God are you sure?

To talk about ourselves means to think deeply about us and certainly isn’t an easy tasking even though should it be a piece a cake.  I have no religion, but I am a believer, not the best or the number one, but I am claiming to be The Lord, Eloi Yahweh’s Servant.  Certainly, I do not know what I am doing, where I am going or how many are my enemies if I do have any.  But I am trying hard to not just be another load in his heavy agenda.  My occupation is very versatile.  I am a mother of three handsome boys, which age varies from 30 down to 10.  I am a grandmother of one of the most beautiful Mexican dolls ever will be.  Perhaps isn’t because she is indeed, the most beautiful doll ever, but because through my eyes I see her as the most beautiful baby girl ever.  Nevertheless, her mother and father seem to be doing a good job and she is well manner girl.

I do have some passions with photography, plants, and now day’s words.  I discovered that through them we can build good communication skills and I am dreaming that we can change this terrible world full of wars, poverty, and suffering.  Luckily, I had it with marriage.  Twice I flank my goal, so I am single not looking forward to ever marry again not because I don’t think that there are many good men, but because I am a challenge who is stubborn.  I like to do as I please and I don’t care about no one else than me, my children and first of all my King, my God, “me todo.”  I used the Spanish word because means everything, but I was primarily a Spanish speaker and I am proud to have an usual accent that not many can easily understand because I do not know how to roll the tongue to say world, girl, but the strong “r” in “perro, not pero” a piece of cake.  You know as the dog say as they are angry: “Rrrr.”

I feel a lady, but I am sure that some have seen me getting ready to knock them down if they wouldn’t stop, but because I am an American who believes in rights and freedoms who knows that women perhaps are not the stronger, but when they need to push, open the legs and either you like it or not: “Here I come, the baby boy or girl say.”

                I used to be democratic, but at this point in life, I hate our government representatives because of their poor leadership and the chaos in which our country is: closing programs shorten hours of services, improving on the waiting lines everywhere specially in courts, DMV.  Read Thursday, 8/29/13 Michelle Durand, “Off the Beat” who wrote “I just need my space.”  With some sarcasms and a bit of imagination she is suggesting us to save not only in our rent, sleeping in our cars to save the parking space as I am doing because government representatives robbed my properties and denied my due process as I was trying to accuse them through the Federal government, so plainly, I am homeless. But she also tell you a way to save exercising not at 24 Hours Fitness for example as she wrote “You’d better be lacing up some walking shoes.  So if you are like me thinking that you are a lady, get ready to not show your fancy high hills and do as Off the Beat is honesty recommending because you need to go sleep less, walk a lot and try to handle with a big smile the added hassles. 

                Many people think I am Mexican and call me it, but I came from Nicaragua twice before I came for good to live here as I was half way my age and do not ask me how old I am because I am bad with those kind of numbers.  I am good in geometry, I love math, but I hate to think I passed 21.  Honesty God, he made my day as he told me my parents were not my parents, so I do not know where exactly I came from, but I feel an American and I am very proud of our country, not of our leaders now days.  Majority as I do not care about races, colors and we are very democratic aside being a mix of all like Tiger: 30 percent  . . ., 10 percent . . ., and 20. . . , and 40 percent who knows, but mainly as he is I am a human being if you know what I mean because I am having trouble understanding myself to tell you about me.  I love diversity.  I believe in one God only and spiritually I believe he is the only “He” and we all are the “She.” Therefore, I respect sexual orientation and I am happy that gays or lesbians as everyone else can pursue happiness through marriage if there is any, but I learned it through two big disasters in my life.  Let them learn and figure out as I did.

I am working on the only disability I do have and that is my writing skills because I am not exactly a native English speaker, but the only impossible thing to do is to come to life again as God do not want you to do so and here I am; after coursing high school back in Nicaragua and spending quite some time at College of San Mateo since 1992 until finally they let me get my AA degree in Journalism not knowing how to put the “W’s together.  The good thing is they go upside-down and you must figure the what, the who, the where, the when and finally the how and there is where I am standing trying to figure how to do so as many even the computer question me the order of the words and tells me to revise.

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For the last week wicked-mafia are bothering me with my van: lease, rent, sell me as I am having a sign

For the last week wicked-mafia are bothering me with my van: lease, rent, sell me as I am having a sign.

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THE HARDEST THING TO DO: “TALKING ABOUT YOURSELF” Me?

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For the last week wicked-mafia are bothering me with my van: lease, rent, sell me as I am having a sign

For the last week wicked-mafia are bothering me with my van: lease, rent, sell me as I am having a sign.

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For the last week wicked-mafia are bothering me with my van: lease, rent, sell me as I am having a sign

For the last week wicked-mafia are bothering me with my van: lease, rent, sell me as I am having a sign. Stop asking me to sell; Don’t you know how you made me feel about?

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For the last week wicked-mafia are bothering me with my van: lease, rent, sell me as I am having a sign

It’s not the first time that I am forced to walk around as if I don’t own or work hard to have a vehicle.  Believe it or not is our government representatives that behind curtains does as they please and do not respect our rights, freedoms as they are written in the law and our constitution.  Years ago, I did not realized what it was going on.  My car was suddenly stop and as my family abandoned me and I was going through a divorce I was walking around to be able to do.

Today, I do know that is our representatives who are discriminating and to control our doings and going especially after THEY FORCED ME TO SPEND $ 2,000.00 DOLLARS FOR SINGS WHICH I USED TO MADE BY HAND or with letter stickers.  The problem is that they were not expecting me to be able to see the errors that they purposely made to not let people read my signs.  My GMC is stall, vandalized by many wicked members.  My claimed through the South City had not denial or approval yet.  For the last two months I have been riding on the bus that in summer time was OK, but today is very hectic.   It is not easy to go around with a cart on my classes, looking for the places, going up and down on stairs because elevators are not available or going around because my cart difficulties.

Luckily I came early and spent my time going and going with the stupid heavy cart trying to carry all I think I need.  My Toyota no less, but got worse.  I do not know if it is because someone else kept on adding troubles as happened in the past or if because I ran out of oil or water.  To be hones it is total lost.  My thousands of dollars forced on new radiator, hoses, battery, tires, among others were just a waste and some as my radiator from better to worse just because they did want me to spend the money I don’t have, but seem to be that my pennies help them.

My first class teacher seem to be nice.  Talks a lot and fast.  The class is an hour period twice a week.  I did like it, but she made two comments I couldn’t exactly understand, but I had heard that before.  I had heard that we shouldn’t be bias and present the facts, but I feel that it is almost impossible.  We all have some ideas, feeling that bottom line shape us, our styles, our opinions and there I feel is a contradiction.  In short, what we show is what we did like; what we though was important; what we think it matter to others, but it is really that.  She made a comment with regard things we write without concern because for us it is not bad, but that it is one of my troubles.  Many times you cannot question yourself and say.  This is my perception or it is the standard.  This is right because they believe it is or because I got to the conclusion that it is and I am going forward perhaps presenting my point of view, but not with the intention to harm, but to show what according to me they are missing.

She also gave us two examples of audit programs, ideas that were found wrong after the facts, but at the same time many just judge you and do not want to hear what for whatever reason you are able to see.  As everyone else I am not perfect.  Nevertheless, many of the media are seeing that majority of the people is losing the interest on their posting and refuse to hear what they do n’t like to realize: “It’s something wrong and vs. asking or audit their performances, they are closing their eyes and that bad or sad part is perhaps as happened in the past they realized the something wrong YEARS YEARS LATER like the media who chose not to post photo of Black people for whatever reason for years.  I will not say that isn’t better later than ever, but what is wrong today is what we should be asking constantly.  What it is that people are expecting, thinking and how that it is affecting us?

I sometimes tried to question myself without no one to help me seeing it, but no matter what I feel it is very important to open our mind and let the critiques of other go through our mind with a positive attitude to figure out and not exactly to jump changing what or they say or what they want as they please, but to be able to discern and understand why I think, why I see it different to be able to try to explain to others our point of view.  The sooner the better especially in this kind of business which looks for profit that only can be made through the audience that believes, learn and grow their own opinions through our factual, honest information post for them to see what really happens.  

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Several the videos posted many places in Web BC government hiding their own crime: ignoring as J. Boehner, speaker of the house while the criminal who dismissed and ignored my Ex-Parte altered records of his presiding for my Belmont property. Today, knowing that my baby as million others is being abuse as San Jose Police said: there is no crime when a civil violate a court order. They are raping, abusing isolated children taken “legally through the court system.

Redwood City chief ignoring my email turning my Toyota and documents as evidence as they worked with many mechanic shops to stall & vandalized my private property paying taxes and right to drive or park. It was destroyed to take “legally my documents away.”

many I everywhere all over ignoring and hiding their crime. 

 

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