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DEMANDING A PUBLIC ACCUSATION AGAINST GOVERNMENT, MY CHILD IS BEING ABUSE AND IS GETTING FORGETFULL

I had a nice B-Day, but it was a set up! I know what you are thinking to say: “So what?” my answer to you is: well, they are forcing women to prostitute and they ended up in poverty without much income from Social Security and if you are non-wicked is worse because most of the time they kill you before the time to not pay to you what you invested on. “So what?”oh well, good number of us: non-wicked ended up in jail- in/out depending on how much money they can get out of you! Many of us are force to work and work just to later force us to pay and spend as they please not because we really need to do so, but because they want the money they pay us (Their slaves in their mind, not legally: because “Slavery by the Constitution was abolished, but quietly imposed on “US.” If you know what I am saying!) Yes, they believe they are smart, but they are not. You see that phrase is not exactly talking to you, but to the only male, our soul because humans are the “SHE.” Let me tell you, and by thou way: I am claiming writer rights on my blogs at wordpress, blogger and at College of San Mateo this way because I am considered a slave, a computer serving them. Oh God, and for God sake; they made me believe I was offering myself to pay for their crimes and of course I am not doing so; I am offering myself to save the poor non-wicked, my family and I am cursing on the ones who are persecuting us for religious reason, the ones who are trying to invade me and rob my soul, but just know that because you stink more than your back, God do not like that! Now let me tell you what I figured out so far and through my own experiences:
I came in 1986 – 7 and I did not know how to drive. My legal “forced father helped me to get a stick old Italian car and yielded at me as I was trying to learn how to drive. So I went with my cousin pulling the emergency break as I could synchronized the change of shift with the clutch until I learned and I also got a Mexican friend who let me learned how to go into the freeway in an automatic car and I learned about the roads with my aunt as she took me out and I drove about 13 times between U. S. A., Mexico, Miami and Nicaragua. I learned mechanic a bit; I learned about people; cities; government practices and so on and forth. I also traveled U. S. A. twice using the 70 or the 10 all the way to Washington, D. C. and back and I had been observing what they do and how they do it and I did file my Federal Suit cross-Complaint three times accusing Bush’s Administration as well as publicly accusing them of the worse crime ever against humanity!
The same day I was going to pay my insurance, I did have to drive across Dumbarton Bridge and believe it or not someone hit my car from the back and really hurt my back and put me through the DMV and the court system as well as between highest prices on insurance cars. I did not know, but I will tell you: “So what?” The court, DMV, and the insurance work together to get money around circulating and going into their pockets. My father really was not trying to teach me to drive and instead was working with them. Many of us are conceived by prostitutes: “Men or women, no matter we are the “SHE” with the sole intention for them to work together with the court system to get our non-wicked children to abuse and set our children in the circle or abuses. I am sure, I am a double American, one of those that pinches (puercos immundos – pig and dirty cowards) like “Honor Greenberg” take away from non-wicked to give to the wicked members that will be exploiting, abusing, setting them up as million others. I am not the only one!, Leda Jacques and her husband; a Nicaraguan and a Mexican non-wicked were set up and killed one with pneumonia and she was killed with a breast cancer by her own mother and family. Leda was forced to marry and divorce back in Nicaragua, like I was. I do not know the age of her first husband, but I know about Griselda Cabrera, my second ex- niece who was fourteen when her mother, a Jehovah’s witnesses believer did like her fiancé, a 34-year old man. Chelda a good girl who was daily drop and picked up by her mother from the school, who study the Holy Bible religiously and who did not graduate from High School because she missed many days or classes. Done purposely! So like Katie Holmes if you know what I am saying! I saw the photo in the yellow pages magazines ridiculing her because her ex is having success, but let me fix this issue: Dear Holmes, he robbed your soul with lies and all you need to do is look yourself in the mirror and see the beauty that you do have not only in the physical world, but in your inner. Let that half of man keep on going because it will take not too long for your soul to give up on him and his misery! Leave in your God’s hand the punishment and keep on being you. Thank God because he got rid of that piece of man and you will see the sun shining for yourself very soon.
My aunt’s husband, a veteran was killed after serving and she was overloaded with her many brother and sister problems and issues. She got her family legal documents and them as mine “legal forced family” came and go just abusing and exploiting her for years. She was like Britney Spear, another poor non-wicked – slaved without doing so “legally” based on our Constitutional rights, but because this is the crime in which government is participating, the worse ever against humanity; they ignored; they oversee it; they had dismissed it several times in 2006 and 2007 as I file. For the last 10 years I had done absolutely everything and anything from standing at the corner of Ralston/El Camino Real in Belmont, or at Whipple/Veterans Blvd. in Redwood City in California to drive twice around the United States or the Bay for years from San Mateo to Gilroy, Modesto, Richmond, and San Pablo and back to San Mateo.
Britney Spear as my aunt suffered the same as I struggle SEVERAL TIMES, representing myself believing in the only God, Eloi Yahweh in the real name of the Lord, not Jehovah, or Ala! Through the legal system, used by criminals in power with fake rights and freedoms imposing conservatorships or declaring you bi-polar or so on and forth they abuse and set up not only to us, but our children who are raped and abuse in many ways. “So what?” Many are the ones right now in jail, not even having a place to sleep as I saw on TV. Sleeping on the floor to create dirty and imperfect conditions as they did to my son in combination with the shuttle assigned to him in her home where the kitchen was in process to be remodel with the sole intention to force him to do as they please: DRINK THREE BEERS TO BE FOUND GUILTY OF DRUNK DRIVING, MEANI NG $ 10,000.00 PENALTY FOR THE CRIME. IN HIS THIRTY THREE YEARS NOT DONE IN HIS FIFTEENS; HE WAS CAUGHT AS HIS PLACE OF LIVING WAS FREEZING COLD, AND HE WAS FORCED TO GET A JOB OUT OF NO WHERE (FOR YEARS KEPT INSIDE THE HOUSE WITHOUT AN UNEMPLOYMENT BECAUSE HE GOT A DAY OR TWO JOB FOR THEM TO CANCEL IT. He got a job, to make him to wake up at 4:00 a.m. to come home and try to work in his kitchen as he was freezing. He lost 30-40 pounds and they were able to make him to go to a bar and drink three beers to have 1.2 over the alcohol level.(Purposely done and not just to him, but to millions of Americans, by monarchies: Blacks from African not the poor Americans who are in and out of jails, Whites, but not the ones that as Blacks are sleeping on the jails floor to keep on forcing them in/out of jails paying bail bonds that are share by many who are seating in Congress, but have Millions dollars homes not because of the poor salary earned there, but because of the many shares of the money collected over and over again from the poor! These are the crime committed by government, the crime organized group using this country and persecuting for religious reason to the poor and the fatherless) “So what?”and why this is happening? Because they had discover that they can have you as couch potatoes and then they will kill a good number of us for them to get our talents as they done to Michael Jackson because I know they made a show and found his doctor guilty to quiet my public accusation against them, but where is his doctor or if he is a non-wicked, two birds, one stone.
This new trend or narrative started in Europe, where many of wicked parents are setting up their children with the minecraft or should I say mind craft, the one created by Microsoft. Oh yeah baby, I had the best ever dreamed 53 birthday, because I was able to be with my older son and his baby or should I say partially because many times was his shuttle the one, talking, deciding and abusing my baby, but God let me not suffered as much of that. She went out for a day or two until I was trying to back up my computer, the one they made me give to her out of no where. Because that is the issue, they go to shop with your mind and body soul’s home, pay with your money and give themselves the best gifts ever because they are smart. No less happened in San Diego where my second son’s ‘friend” denied several time that he raped him! As I was saying good bye to him when he moved to San Diego because government still using the same techniques they used to use with the poor Black families back in the 1700-1800’s. None of us have a real friend, none of us, have a real family member. They make sure your junk is used for their best interest.
They set me up and pinch my breaks as my son-girlfriend forced me to park my van in her driveway to give her neighbors the chance to do so and thought that I was going to be death by now in an “accident” PUBLICLY ACCUSING GOVERNMENT OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA OF TRYING TO KILL ME AND IN COMBINATION WITH WICKED MEMBERS ARE CREATING CONDITIONS FOR THIS ‘ACCIDENT TO HAPPENS’ ASIDE FORCING ME TO PAY ABOUT $ 600.00 TO FIX BECAUSE THE ONLY GOD IS IN BETWEEN THEM AND I.
IT IS NOT THE FIRST TIME! “So what?” Let me tell you what happened in 1992 with the DMV, Court and insurance happened several times even with Bank Corporation like B of A who as they saw that I was paying my first home mortgage very quick offered a good deal for me to refinance and then they set me up through Charles W. Jessup who ended up in heritage me and appreciating my care and love with 50% of his living trust as one police friend of him tried to accelerate his death to get the money and the other police friend of him ignored my accusation because the elder foster home put the heater to high to do so. As I helped him and claimed legally that I was having 50% of Health Power of Attorney they did not release his medicine as he moved and begged me to get him out of there. Redwood City police tried to stop me and his Belmont police’s friend told me to forget about what happened. He ended up in Mills Peninsula Hospital for a month almost dying and no less happened in two of the places in which I used to work and where many of the wicked elderly were just classified as sin isle to get their rights away, but I warranty you that I figured out that people were creating the conditions for them to be missing and losing their junks.
“So what?” Let me tell you, my legal brothers took my vehicles to tow without my permission and hit a car in a gas station. I was lucky they did not hit the gas pumps station and State Farm insurance did not covered. I believe still there hurting my credit report record to deny me with better rate for loans and others, but they are not the only ones, also Safeco insurance who for years set me up and forced me to spend and spend just to keep the economy of this country going. Recently more or less about a year ago in combination with College of San Mateo District where I was set up by President Obama, the First Black who reach the White House, but who had been said not to be an American at least not a native born, the one who spent $ 5,000,000.00 dollars in Hawaii last vacation where he supposedly was born, but took him a year to clarify the issue which I am telling you he wouldn’t be the first one getting a Birth Certificate which is ‘Illegally granted.” To a non-American as the real ones are ending in jail or in other countries to deny education.
“So what?” Let me tell you in my way to San Diego, another set up to kill me and get me out of the Bay where my 6 properties were stolen just because Marilyn Hall Patel dismissed my Federal Suit Cross-Complaint several times and even unfiled my last motion contesting and where my filed was kept and another California Honor ignored my request to not schedule a trial date because I was already booked for my Federal Suit Case! In short, I am sure they called and dismissed “legally” because they were bending the criteria to dismiss it denying my forced poverty just abusing authorities and discretions to hide their crimes. Keller Williams the Real Estate agency that did not represented me on the selling or I should say the withdrawn of the sale pending as they made me moved my public accusation and the only God’s Banner. $ 1, 100.000.00 dollars deal in which Michael Haywood just requested $ 5,000.00 dollars down as he gave two copies not identical to sign in which the days to turn the property to the new owner would passed because I catch him in all the trick played to millions not only through the real estates business, but banks and corporations who still robbing the treasure of this country for the best interest of the crime organized group robbing the treasure of this country as they are persecuting us for religious reason. They made me stop and entered a town where the Keller William business big building was near by a Jack in the Box and someone there forced me to wet the bathroom floor and to set me up and kill me or so. The tire exploded about three exits before, I was lucky that God held the wheel straight and did not hit the truck as happened too in the highway 15 as they also tried to kill me in the way to Las Vegas years ago as I was driving my Red Honda Car and when the 9-1-1 service hang up on me and the police tried to tell me that the accident did not happened there asking me if I was sure that really happened there because the mechanic of the Bay Area who followed me and hit me ran away. I know his name and his place of work in San Mateo. He jumped the fence after speeding and hitting my rear purposely as a truck was on my right.
“So what?” Millions of people are still losing their home and banks are short selling to get the money that the Federal is given to rob the treasure of this country not only harming us that way, but killing many of the business when just a few are circulating the money among themselves. This is not the only thing; they are giving subsidies to big corporation to kill the business in America. $ 1,008 billions dollars to WalMart and the maquiladoras corporations as well as authorizing the American stamp production when the products are almost done in poor countries where they are paying much less money that they would if the product is done in this country. They are exploiting millions of women and children around the world and they are killing American. They are robbing the money and the power of this country as they are setting the Americans to be hate by many of the countries that they are abusing and forcing to be fighting with the sole intention to keep the money and the power.
“So what?”I did not even accept to be playing in the minecraft game, but they went through my mind and body trying to rob my talents as they are abusing and setting up my whole family. The phone number is your new identification. Frequencies is all that they need to keep exploiting, robbing and controlling trillions of people in this world. They are trying to institutionalizes “SLAVERY AGAIN ‘LEGALLY’ BECAUSE THAT IS FREE WORK FORCE” HELP BEGGING FOR HELP AND PROTECTION. GOVERNMENT CUT MY OIL BREAK LINES TO KILL ME AND NOT ONLY HAD BEEN FORCING ME TO SPEND WHAT I DO NOT HAVE. In San Mateo as happened in Redwood city, Richmond mechanic places. They break your parts and force your vehicles down. They recycle and put again in the shelves the parts that are removed from your vehicles.
“So what?” Many of the people going through college and universities right now as they, the crime organized worldwide is destroying American are not from this country. Instead the real Americans are being denied and set up to be robbing their talents, mind and body is just our soul’s home and it is a computer. “So what?” They cough, they make you to buy, eat to force you fat and give them the package so your bless hand garbage is kept with their junk not worth food, but sales because of you touching the garbage that they forced you to eat. “So what?” Millions of Americans are in jails and they are building bigger places as happened in Belmont to set up the Americans in jails “Juveniles” go see that. The criminals are not Americans, these criminals are persecuting the Americans and trying to slave us as they fake the Black people slavery back in the 1700s. Go read the history that is being change that said that Lee (Asian) fought in the South and the Black people came as slavery, but in their majority were receiving a better treatment than the Whites that were working in the North as the Industrial Revolution happened in this country. Shay’s rebellion happened because of the exact reason that the Real Estate crisis happened in this country and in this time because they just let us to believe that we are having the dream country, the dream home, but even our rights and freedoms are fake.
“So what?”BEGGING FOR HELP AND PROTECTION AND PUBLICLY ACCUSING AS BUSH, OBAMA, CONGRESS, HOUSE OF REPRESENTATIVES AND MANY OTHERS OF THE WORSE CRIME EVER AGAINST HUMANITY, AGAINST THE REAL AMERICANS AS THESE CRIMINALS ARE DOING AS THEY DONE IN AFRICA IN THE 1980’S WHEN THEY WERE KIDNAPPING THE CHILDREN TO SLAVE THEM IN THE MINES, BUT HERE ‘HONORS’ ARE ABUSING AUTHORITIES AND DISCRETIONS TO SET OUR CHILDREN AND US TO BE ABUSE, ROB AND EXPLOIT.
Yesterday, 12/28/12 I was able to be with my baby, a nine-year-old abused since he was 2 ½ years old because the Redwood City court of California is having wicked judges as Greenberg, Jakubowski and MCKenna who are using the court system of this country to take away the children of the poor, the non-wicked people to abuse them because they feel that they are superior, part of cast and they are talented. “Pinches – pig and cowards,” who are abusing children as they imposed temporary restraining orders for no reason other than to be able to use the poor as their animal offers for their witchcraft believes and knowledge. “Pinches – pig and cowards,” who had been ignoring me as publicly I had been begging for help and protection for the last 10 years as I had been discovering the worse crime. “Pinches – pig and cowards,” my child is forgetting as the old farts, wicked that you had been abusing not having fear of the only God, eloi Yahweh. My child is having memory problems despite the facts that his dad cleaned his filthy room on the 27th, afraid that government might inspect because people are putting attention to me and God is protecting me no matter what they are doing to kill me.
Again my child game is not working or was hacked. He is not able to explain and his dad does not know anything! And of course I cannot go inside his home to handle myself the issue. I did allowed Game Stop or the 1-800 they gave me for them to guide him or I should say for them to work and clean his mind as College of San Mateo did several times to me without success because I never allowed them to work on it and I just allowed them to enter where God is waiting for them to come. My child “friends” are playing the mind craft game and again he doesn’t have it! So he is asking me and Game Stop gave me and explained to me that the game was first made and installed by Microsoft. They provided me with the 1-800 number to call them, and I am sure which is the goal. Are you upset because of what I wrote through Facebook? I am not, afraid only of God and this stupid ignorant just used his word for years and read it out of their mind, but never put it into their heart so they never really learned that the fear or the faith of God is the fountain of wisdom. I will call you! Because God always put the best blades on me as I go to fight for my family and his cause and I am just warning you! Alone I am not! You cannot see the one who is “I am who I am.” I am his servant! And is the real reason why I am not concern about my nine-year-old memory as judges of the Redwood City court are allowing you to play with my child mind or the poor mind and body.
Several times I had tried to request help from the people publicly, the Attorney General and the Supreme Superior Court of the United States who sent me a package to file my many cases. About 30 which were compiled in one Federal Suit Cross-Complaint filed and dismissed several times in 2006 and 2007 by Marilyn Hall Patel in San Francisco Federal Court where the last one was filed as Efile despite the facts: “I did personally and I asked why of the strange stamped!” MY BABY IS BEING ABUSED NOT ONLY AT HIS HOME WHERE HIS STEP BROTHER AND SISTER AS WELL AS HER BOYFRIEND ARE FORCING HIM TO FALL, OR HIT, WHERE NOT ONLY HIS STEP MOTHER DOG SHIT OR DESTROY MY CHILD THINGS, WHERE HIS FATHER KEEP HIM IN A FILTHY PLACE AND DO NOT ALLOWED HIM TO HAVE CANDIES, MILD OR PIZZA MADE WITH CHEESE AND MAKE SURE THAT HE WILL NOT TAKE FROM ME IF I MADE THE EFFORT TO GIVE IT TO HIM AS I VISIT WITH HIM IN PLACES WHERE HE AND I ARE BEING ABUSE MENTALLY, PHYSICALLY AND PSYCHOLOGICALLY: “MIND AND BODY ARE COMPUTERS, THE SOUL’S HOME AND I HAD HEARD THE “JUDGES OF REDWOOD CITY SAY, THAT THEY DO NOT BELIEVE IN WITCHCRAFT,” BUT I AM PUBLICLY ACCUSING THEM AND MANY OTHERS OF BEING USING IT AGAINST THE POOR AND THE FATHERLESS. THE ONES FORCED TO BE PROCREATED JUST TO BE TAKEN AS THEIR ANIMAL OFFERS. I AM PUBLICLY BEGGING FOR A PUBLIC ACCUSATION AGAINST GOVERNMENT OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA AND I AM PUBLICLY TELLING YOU MANY ARE USING FREQUENCIES AND GAMES TO BE PLAYING WITH THE MIND AND BODY OF THE POOR TO KILL, ROB, USE DRUGS AND PROSTITUTE. THEY USE OUR MONEY TO GO SHOPPING! THEY ARE USING THE GOVERNMENT SYSTEM OF THIS COUNTRY AND THEY ARE USING FAKE RIGHTS AND FREEDOMS TO MAKE US TO BELIEVE IN THEIR LIES.
BEGGING PUBLICLY AS WELL AS DEMANDING PUBLICLY FOR A PUBLIC ACCUSATION AGAINST GOVERNMENT OF THE UNITED STATES WHO ALLOWED THE REAL ESTATE CRISIS AS HAD BEEN DOING FOR HUNDRED OF YEARS TO HAVE THE POOR PEOPLE ON THE STREET, IN THEIR CARS HAVING A MESS AS THEY ARE FORCING US TO OVERLOAD, TO DO AS THEY PLEASE. THEY ARE ABUSING ME IN MANY WAYS AS WELL AS TO MY FAMILY WHICH AS IN THE 1800’S WHEN POOR BLACK PEOPLE WERE SLAVE BY THEIR OWN CAST AS WITH THE WHITE AND CHINESE CAST; THEY ARE HAVING MY FAMILY SEPARATED, ISOLATED: ONE IN PITTSBURG WITH HIS DAUGHTER WHICH MOST OF THE TIME IS TAKEN FROM NEAR HIM AS THEY HAVE FEAR OF ME GETTING THROUGH AS IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW. ONE IN SAN JOSE, AND ONE IN SAN DIEGO AS I AM IN BAY AREA AND THEY ARE FORCING ME TO OVERLOAD MY VEHICLES AND DRIVE THEM WITH DANGEROUS TIRE AND WHEELS BECAUSE THEY ARE ALSO FORCING THEM ON ME. I BARELY BOUGHT ONE DECENT AS GOD HELPED ME OR ELSE TWICE I HAD BEEN FORCED TO DRIVE FROM SAN DIEGO TO BAY WITH MY TIRES TOTALLY OUT AND PEOPLE DISCRIMINATING AND NOT SELLING ME WHAT THEY DO HAVE FOR SALE AND I AM WILLING TO PAY FOR.
BEGGING AND DEMANDING PUBLICLY FOR A PUBLIC ACCUSATION AGAINST GOVERNMENT OF THE UNITED STATES.
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Yesterday, 12/28/12 I was able to be with my baby, a nine-year-old abused since he was 2 ½ years old because the Redwood City court of California is having wicked judges as Greenberg, Jakubowski and MCKenna who are using the court system of this country to take away the children of the poor, the non-wicked people to abuse them because they feel that they are superior, part of cast and they are talented. “Pinches – pig and cowards,” who are abusing children as they imposed temporary restraining orders for no reason other than to be able to use the poor as their animal offers for their witchcraft believes and knowledge. “Pinches – pig and cowards,” who had been ignoring me as publicly I had been begging for help and protection for the last 10 years as I had been discovering the worse crime. “Pinches – pig and cowards,” my child is forgetting as the old farts, wicked that you had been abusing not having fear of the only God, eloi Yahweh. My child is having memory problems despite the facts that his dad cleaned his filthy room on the 27th, afraid that government might inspect because people are putting attention to me and God is protecting me no matter what they are doing to kill me.
Again my child game is not working or was hacked. He is not able to explain and his dad does not know anything! And of course I cannot go inside his home to handle myself the issue. I did allowed Game Stop or the 1-800 they gave me for them to guide him or I should say for them to work and clean his mind as College of San Mateo did several times to me without success because I never allowed them to work on it and I just allowed them to enter where God is waiting for them to come. My child “friends” are playing the mind craft game and again he doesn’t have it! So he is asking me and Game Stop gave me and explained to me that the game was first made and installed by Microsoft. They provided me with the 1-800 number to call them, and I am sure which is the goal. Are you upset because of what I wrote through Facebook? I am not, afraid only of God and this stupid ignorant just used his word for years and read it out of their mind, but never put it into their heart so they never really learned that the fear or the faith of God is the fountain of wisdom. I will call you! Because God always put the best blades on me as I go to fight for my family and his cause and I am just warning you! Alone I am not! You cannot see the one who is “I am who I am.” I am his servant! And is the real reason why I am not concern about my nine-year-old memory as judges of the Redwood City court are allowing you to play with my child mind or the poor mind and body.
Several times I had tried to request help from the people publicly, the Attorney General and the Supreme Superior Court of the United States who sent me a package to file my many cases. About 30 which were compiled in one Federal Suit Cross-Complaint filed and dismissed several times in 2006 and 2007 by Marilyn Hall Patel in San Francisco Federal Court where the last one was filed as Efile despite the facts: “I did personally and I asked why of the strange stamped!” MY BABY IS BEING ABUSED NOT ONLY AT HIS HOME WHERE HIS STEP BROTHER AND SISTER AS WELL AS HER BOYFRIEND ARE FORCING HIM TO FALL, OR HIT, WHERE NOT ONLY HIS STEP MOTHER DOG SHIT OR DESTROY MY CHILD THINGS, WHERE HIS FATHER KEEP HIM IN A FILTHY PLACE AND DO NOT ALLOWED HIM TO HAVE CANDIES, MILD OR PIZZA MADE WITH CHEESE AND MAKE SURE THAT HE WILL NOT TAKE FROM ME IF I MADE THE EFFORT TO GIVE IT TO HIM AS I VISIT WITH HIM IN PLACES WHERE HE AND I ARE BEING ABUSE MENTALLY, PHYSICALLY AND PSYCHOLOGICALLY: “MIND AND BODY ARE COMPUTERS, THE SOUL’S HOME AND I HAD HEARD THE “JUDGES OF REDWOOD CITY SAY, THAT THEY DO NOT BELIEVE IN WITCHCRAFT,” BUT I AM PUBLICLY ACCUSING THEM AND MANY OTHERS OF BEING USING IT AGAINST THE POOR AND THE FATHERLESS. THE ONES FORCED TO BE PROCREATED JUST TO BE TAKEN AS THEIR ANIMAL OFFERS. I AM PUBLICLY BEGGING FOR A PUBLIC ACCUSATION AGAINST GOVERNMENT OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA AND I AM PUBLICLY TELLING YOU MANY ARE USING FREQUENCIES AND GAMES TO BE PLAYING WITH THE MIND AND BODY OF THE POOR TO KILL, ROB, USE DRUGS AND PROSTITUTE. THEY USE OUR MONEY TO GO SHOPPING! THEY ARE USING THE GOVERNMENT SYSTEM OF THIS COUNTRY AND THEY ARE USING FAKE RIGHTS AND FREEDOMS TO MAKE US TO BELIEVE IN THEIR LIES.
BEGGING PUBLICLY AS WELL AS DEMANDING PUBLICLY FOR A PUBLIC ACCUSATION AGAINST GOVERNMENT OF THE UNITED STATES WHO ALLOWED THE REAL ESTATE CRISIS AS HAD BEEN DOING FOR HUNDRED OF YEARS TO HAVE THE POOR PEOPLE ON THE STREET, IN THEIR CARS HAVING A MESS AS THEY ARE FORCING US TO OVERLOAD, TO DO AS THEY PLEASE. THEY ARE ABUSING ME IN MANY WAYS AS WELL AS TO MY FAMILY WHICH AS IN THE 1800’S WHEN POOR BLACK PEOPLE WERE SLAVE BY THEIR OWN CAST AS WITH THE WHITE AND CHINESE CAST; THEY ARE HAVING MY FAMILY SEPARATED, ISOLATED: ONE IN PITTSBURG WITH HIS DAUGHTER WHICH MOST OF THE TIME IS TAKEN FROM NEAR HIM AS THEY HAVE FEAR OF ME GETTING THROUGH AS IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW. ONE IN SAN JOSE, AND ONE IN SAN DIEGO AS I AM IN BAY AREA AND THEY ARE FORCING ME TO OVERLOAD MY VEHICLES AND DRIVE THEM WITH DANGEROUS TIRE AND WHEELS BECAUSE THEY ARE ALSO FORCING THEM ON ME. I BARELY BOUGHT ONE DECENT AS GOD HELPED ME OR ELSE TWICE I HAD BEEN FORCED TO DRIVE FROM SAN DIEGO TO BAY WITH MY TIRES TOTALLY OUT AND PEOPLE DISCRIMINATING AND NOT SELLING ME WHAT THEY DO HAVE FOR SALE AND I AM WILLING TO PAY FOR.
BEGGING AND DEMANDING PUBLICLY FOR A PUBLIC ACCUSATION AGAINST GOVERNMENT OF THE UNITED STATES.

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Publicly accusing and begging for help and protection as I am forced to go to San Diego this weekend!

THE REAL CARNIVALESQUE: THEY WHY OF MANY THINGS!

 

Reading and trying to understand Peter Stallybrass and Allon White and their Bourgeois Hysteria and the carnivalesque aside remembering what it was mentioned in BECA 321 class about it: “Some students had participated and go to unknown places to have the pleasure to experience thing that in a “normal society had been abolished throughout the world not we the intention to get this world or society better, but to give that chance and opportunity to the few who are in power and are the ones giving themselves the chances and opportunity. – No law, no rules to follow.  Anything or everything can happen and occurs, but there are no consequences.  Do they kill at the borders and no one does anything or says because they are in agreement?  Why this is happening?  What really means? 

 

I grew up believing as a Catholic.  Today, I have no religion even though I still a believer and in fact I am claiming to be The Lord, Eloi Yahweh’s (Yeshua) Servant.  Out of my memories I will mentioned what for years I read through the New Testament as I went all my life to a Catholic school, people learn that there is an invisible power or God that in my case was called for years just God.  I met him through his only claimed son, despite the fact that he claimed that we are all his creation.  Throughout my reading I learn about the offers that believer which were not exactly Catholic at that time based on what I relate through classical movies presented through the television, which mostly were Mexicans and again the offers; again the illustration of things that in many countries, societies and ethnics group are part of their past.  Why as I mentioned above because as mentioned in the reference article written by Stallybrass and White many government or people in power had made changes, but I am sure not with good intention, but with the sole intention to keep a limited number of people participating in that original group of people who are our ancestors. 

 

As written on page 101 of this article: “Certainly, in the long-term history from the seventeenth to the twentieth century, as we have seen above, there were literally thousands of acts of legislation introduced which attempted to eliminate carnival and popular festivity from European life.”  (The Cultural Studies Reader, 3rd. edition – Stallybrass and White-Bourgeois Histeria and the Carnivalesque. P. 99-105).  It as not just done in Europe, but throughout the world as written in several books which are part of my culture enhancement.  Basically at the beginning of time our pop culture was related to the communion life or interaction between us as individuals and the unseen God which has several and different names throughout the world, cultures, races and ethnicities.  The carnival were expressions of appreciation as I recalled reading out of the Holy Bible in regard the King David victories and the dance performed publicly in appreciation to the unseen God. 

 

            It still happens in certain countries like in Nicaragua at least 30 years ago as I grew up there.  Every August, the Santo Domingo carnival festiveness in which people dress different or paint their selves or others that are participating in black “contile” or dance and where the wealthy people goes riding in their fancies and well trained horses and where the display of dresses, dancing and performances are part of the carnival traditions.  It still happens in the East Coast of Nicaragua, Bluefields where people dance the “Palo De Mayo.”  Throughout the years the younger generation forgot about the real meaning and reasons.  Their parents forgot to teach them the religious reason behind and as happened here in the United States many as I just buy the customs to dress for Halloween not knowing the facts behind, but worse of all many go to remote or unknown places to enjoy without rules many things including abuses, drugs, alcohol.

 

The changes in history are done through ideology and the manipulation of the people in power to preserve their place in areas of control.  They believe that they can as happened at Meyer Elementary School hide from God, that many are doing so without being really thanking God for what he is giving to the controllers, to the people in power who are manipulating and controlling the basis knowledge, the why of these celebrations; their real meaning.  The Principal of this school in San Jose, did make sure that my child was not properly thanking God; not because he knows about, but because she does and she is making sure that he is seeing as someone who do not care and who do not have respect for the one who is.  She did make sure that he was not feeling comfortable with his custom dress and some like these students to these places to do not knows that they are agreeing and thanking for whatever.  Do they know what really is or do they really support it?  

 

Carnival debris spills out of the mouths of those terrified Viennese women in Freud’s ‘Studies on hysteria’, ‘Don’t you hear the horses stamping in the circus? What Emmy von N. implores Freud (The Cultural Studies Reader, 3rd. edition – Stallybrass and White-Bourgeois Histeria and the Carnivalesque. P. 99-105).  It is what I saw a woman at Saint Francis Hospital suffering.  A trance, a forced hallucination done by someone who did know not only about the Carnivals origins, but also the way in which many sciences were created to create economical means for many wicked people throughout the world.  It is also what I publicly reported on 10/5/12 at the corner of Whipple or through Facebook and WordPress.com/en.gravatar.com/estrebenavid because for the last 10 years I had been ignored of what I discovered as The Lord, Eloi Yahweh’s servant, the used of witchcraft and technology since the first is just the basis knowledge of the mind and body computer we humans are; the soul’s home as can be verified through the Holy Bible.  My baby sufferings and abuses are being offered by wicked government and crime organized group that is using this country and as described by Peter and Allon in the Carnivalesque the pain the suffering.  In 2012 Halloween we were taken to a Hunting House in San Jose where he did not want to go into, but someone did came to show me what this “moralist who for years had been suppressing the ritual public performances of the people which narrative had been changed with the sole intention to keep very few in the doing and who are not even paying with their own animal offers the goods that they are receiving from the unseen God.  My baby was cracking his fingers; breathing heavily as well as having tears in his eyes.  He mouth was uttering words saying: “I want to hit, I want to hurt; I want to destroy.”  Terrified I asked him to come down and to relax and I asked why you are afraid? He answered me “I do all the time, when my dad is abusing me.”  Again I asked and then what happens?  “He leaves me alone!  Does he hit you or what he does?  “No, he knows I am angry!”

“Freud’s gradual move away from abreactive ritual of a cathartic kind towards associative methods of self-consciousness is entirely consonant with his desire to produce a professional, scientific psychology.  This is because science, particularly in the late nineteenth century, was deeply hostile to ritual.  It even saw itself, on occasion, as self-consciously improving upon those areas of social life which, once governed by ‘irrational’ rituals, could now be brought under scientific control.”  (The Cultural Studies Reader, 3rd. edition – Stallybrass and White-Bourgeois Histeria and the Carnivalesque. P. 99-105

“Indeed science only emerged as an autonomous set of discursive values after a prolonged struggle against ritual, and it marked out its own identity by the distance which it established from ‘mere superstition’ – science’s label for, among other things, a large body of social practices of a therapeutic kind.”  (The Cultural Studies Reader, 3rd. edition – Stallybrass and White-Bourgeois Histeria and the Carnivalesque. P. 99-105).    

 

 “(1991b) points out; mass culture is a difficult system to challenge:

 

Today anyone who is incapable of talking in the prescribed fashion, that is of effortlessly reproducing the formulas, conventions and judgments of mass culture as if they were his own, is threatened in his very existence, suspected of being an idiot or an intellectual (79).” (Storey, 2009, p. 64).

 

It means that they do know what others are saying, what others are doing and perhaps they are misunderstanding, but repeating as described below.

But as Storey mentioned not only in his 2009 edition: “The culture industry, in its search for profits and cultural homogeneity, deprives ‘authentic’ culture of its critical function, its mode of negation – ‘[its] Great Refusal’ (Marcuse, 1968a: 63).  Commodification (sometimes understood by other critics as ‘commercialization’) devalues ‘authentic’ culture, making it too accessible by turning it into yet another saleable commodity.” (storey 2009, p. 64).

 

            In the melting pot of America as mentioned by many and recently written in one of the forum posted in BECA 321, the pop culture of this country or any other is conceive by a group of people not by individual, but the bottom of it is really form by individuals who are struggling.  Sometimes individuals trying hard to understand, the “you know what I am saying?”, but interpreting the ideas adding to them their own understanding and views to make them to make sense for them.  Ideologies do not come to be just because but because someone conceived and idea and put them together in individuals in this case women and let me mentioned what others like a well-known in this matter said. (Copy from Final essay written by me.)

 

            “(Now Althusser produced three definitions of ideology, two of which have proved particularly fruitful for the student of popular culture and as found and established by Storey in his 2009 edition p. 71 he wrote: “Therefore, as the economic, the historically specific mode of production, transforms certain raw materials into products by determinate means of production, involving determinate relations of production, so ideological practice shapes an individual’s live relations to the social formation, In this way, ideology dispels contradictions in lived experience.  It accomplishes this by offering false, but seemingly true, resolutions to real problems.  This is not a ‘conscious’ process; ideology ‘is profoundly unconscious’ (233) in its mode of operation.

In ideology men . . . express, not the relation between them and their conditions of existence, but the way they live the relation between them and their conditions of existence: this presupposes both a real relation and an ‘imaginary’, ‘lived’ relation.  Ideology . . . is the expression of the relation between men and their ‘world’ that is the (over determined) unity of the real relation and the imaginary relation between them and their real conditions of existence (233-4).)” (Storey, 2009 p. 71)

According to Storey on page 72 paragraph two he wrote: “Because ideology is for Althusser a closed system.  This formulation leads Althusser to the concept of the ‘problematic’, He first uses the concept to explain the ‘epistemological break’, which he claims occurs in Marx’s work in 1845.  But again according to Storey wrote on same page Althusser said: “A problematic consists of the assumptions, motivations, underlying ideas, etc., from which a text (say and advert) is made.  In this way, it is argued, a text is structured as much by what is absent (what is not said) as by what is present (what is said).  Althusser argues that if we are to fully understand the meaning of a text, we have to be aware of not only what is in a text but also the assumptions which inform it (and which may not appear in the text itself in any straightforward way but exist only in the text’s problematic). (Storey, 2009 p. 72)

           

                  I had found the way in which many narratives are change with the sole intention to preserve a control power and status quo of the crime organized group using this country worldwide in which they keep the offerings making wars without real reason to kill millions of poor at one time.  I can write how the postmodernism is using and changing the “supposed contemporary collapse or widespread rejection of all overarching and totalizing frameworks that seek to tell universal stories (metanarratives): Marxism, liberalism, Christianity, for example.  According to Lyotard, metanarratives operate through inclusion and exclusion, as homogenizing forces, marshaling heterogeneity into ordered realms, silencing and excluding other discourses, other voices in the name of universal principles and general goals. (Storey, 2009 p. 185) These ideologies are supposed as written to be overcome by modernism and the claims of heterogeneity over homogeneity as written on the same page.  If at one point in history they were the ones they were making decision and changing the narratives on behalf of humankind towards absolute knowledge and absolute freedoms is not that the case as Lyotard claims.

 

Now days, individuals like George Bush had been in combination with Hollywood among many others to change the Vietnamese narrative in which by popular culture was condemned, but they are the ones who still making war without reason and through lies as the ones in Iraq or as many others that bottom line are the offers that at the beginning of time in which all the people were offering just animals not humans as again the narrative was changed throughout the Darwinism’s theory to convince and manipulate the mind of millions of humans as it is happening right now through 24 Hours in regards the soldiers abuses which is being denied by the criminals in power who are not only abusing the Americans as part of their diabolic practices and religious persecution against the poor people.

 

Yes I read about the grotesques photos taken in 1979 war back in Nicaragua in which two nuns and two soldiers were not making sense, but that photo really do not show the reality that the Nicaraguans suffered “I recalled how many soldiers from others countries went just to incinerate the bodies of the poor which were left on the street as part of the advance carnivalesque offers done by governments or people who are benefiting from the sale of those guns.  I recalled how they were not exactly human recognizable images, they were inflated, arms and legs were having the shape of dogs bodies and I recalled how I happened to accompany the daughter of one of my neighbors who used to work for the Somozas’ and who used to go around the neighbors just picking up the young people to kill them.  Many were the ones who appeared at the near by mountain at the south area of Managua without nails, teeth or eyes and I just can remember without having the trance that Freud’s patients had the image and the words of the Somozas’ army people telling us “Hijas de  la . . ., go inside,” – everyone ran inside just to be watching throughout the door holes and seeing the poor forced to open a hole on the ground to get supposedly the guns out and then a quiet silence broken by the sound of the shot given on the poor who felt on the holes death.”  I can recalled how the neighbor daughter came to ask my family to go into his home to look for the old man who for days disappeared: “There he was with his hands and feet tide as he was sat on a wooden chair; the man was face down and in his head a knife was still there and his blood was still there in some places dry or licked by the dogs who did have something to eat as his master was dying.  The killer pushed the big knife three times in his head not sideways, but pointing down.”  I am no one to judge, but I will not comment on the horror moments in which his daughter went through as me and others.

But what I will say is that is written on Storey, 2009, p. 185 “It has lost its way – its ‘goal is no longer truth, but performativity.”  Today is all about money.  Today is who is having the power and they do not care if you are the one paying their bills.  They do not have fear of God, who for unknown reason allows this to happen, but what I can say is children who are not able to defend themselves and are part of this country and this society are being abuse; are being raped as mine and millions others and the people in power is not really representing us.  They still charging us the highest taxes, but they are not giving us neither the representation nor the protection that we deserve.  Instead they are persecuting us for religious reason and are discriminating against us no matter if we citizens of this country.

 

References

Ferris, L. (2011, August 26). http://chronicle.com/blogs/linguafranca/2011/08/26/im-relatable-youre-relatable/ (The Chronicle, Ed.). Retrieved from I’m Relatable, You’re Relatable database.

Perkins, T. E. (1979). Rethinking Stereotypes. Retrieved from eReserves SFSU Ideology, Economy and the British Cinema database.

From pages 134-159 Ideology Cutltural Production eds. Barrell, Carrigan, Kuhn, Wolff . . . 1979

Storey, J. (2009). Cultural Theory and Popular Culture Introduction. In Cultural Theory and Popular Culture Introduction Fifth edition (Fifth ed., pp. 1-2563). (Original work published 2009)

Zimmer, B. (2010, August 13). http://www.nytimes.com/2010/08/15/magazine/15onlanguage.html?_r=0 (The New York Times, Ed.). Retrieved December 9, 2012, from The Origins of ‘Relatable’ website: http://www.nytimes.com/2010/08/15/magazine/15onlanguage.html?_r=0 From pages 134-159 Ideology Cutltural Production eds. Barrell, Carrigan, Kuhn, Wolff . . . 1979

Stallubrass, P., & White, A. (2007). Bourgeois Hysteria and the Carnivalesque (Cultural Studies, Ed.). Retrieved from BECA 321_f11_f1.pdf-AdobeReader database.

 

 

Professor Cecil:  I had edit this job several times, but here is always someone making sure; I will not use properly the APA style or the reference credit that I should.  I hope I did as I should despite the facts and believe me I do not think that without your good lectures and knowledge or this author and without their inputs, I would be able to say this.

 

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I am totally upset as I never like to be!

It was hard for me to study for my BECA 340 final test today and as I came all night vehicles were speeding to not let me sleep.  Somehow I managed to study and I tried to go sleep about 9p.m., but was not possible until about 2-3a.m. because of wicked doing so.  I woke up again about 4:30a.m. and I stayed in bed until 6a.m. when I got ready and about 8a.m. I was out.  It is frustrating because were many the ones waiting for me and trying to just take my learning.  One sent me down to the basement on Creative Arts building and I refused, but as I went out to seat there it was another pig who got with another one.  Finally I went where many others were waiting for the door to open and believe it or not my Dance 350 classmate who do not have parents, they both are death and who told us that she was needing a ticket to complete the assignments and she could not buy them because they were sold out.  Well, I am glad I did not do as I used to do: take care of others problems and issues.  I thought Dr. Wong told us and warned us about.  It is her problem is she did not take care on time.  After all, both places allowed people who were standing to go in at least at YBCA theatre for the Hip Hop show and SFSU it was not full.  At least one third was empty.  Today her real face showed up.  She came to help someone like the Asian girl who did have problems, but ended named “Victoria” if you do not know what it means in Spanish, let me tell you: means a triumph! so I fixed it as God told me what she meant and he named me Final Triumph!  Today, I am feeling OUT!, ANGRY!

I am hating as I do not like to do so, but I am feeling push.  Do not ask me why but I am sure that when I hate or I do not like or when they harm me because they are miserable: Eloi pays them back!  Happened at Lyon’s Restaurant where for no reason they forced me to walk out!  For years I worked there and people were waiting to be seated in my section.  about 20-30 on Sundays.  I used to sell the highest.  On Mondays in two hours I used to take care the whole dining room – 9 tables and people were there to relax and enjoy and I used to do no less, but my earning from the dead station I picked and I made them profitable were the issue.  People do not understand, you have to learn to accept critiques and appreciate them.  You have to learn to let people tell you how they see and feel you!  We are not the final word.  Always the guests are right.

In BECA 340 not even a “F” will flank me.  It is ridiculous the way in which almost “all the classes are not being schedule for spring 2013.”  I do believe is link to my I. D. so that it is what I am seeing and in journalism I need to repeat my GWAR 300 that I took as BECA 300.  Supposedly is mandatory, but I will V E R I F Y because we do a limit of unit to graduate and at this point I was forced to earn a “W” due to the forced crash into class and late withdrawal as happened with my Humanity 415.

I am to apologize for the people who I cannot see recorded as part of the rate of people viewing my blogs or videos just because they do not want that to happens, but let me tell you.  Writing made me feel like if I am talking to you; I am feeling a bit better now. 

This morning as I realized what they did: For a second I was confused, almost jumping my answers as I did not see question 11 and I was responding 12 instead and I decided that the BECA Assistant was bothering me as she was going, so I moved to the front where my professor went to ask me if I could see and “Of course, I answer!” NEVER ANSWER YES OR NOT.

someone is making me to be here writing stupidities and not studying and he already started coughing!  So I better go back to study and prepare for my BECA 321 final test on Thursday.  By thou way, I threw the stupid disc and I do not think that Black will do it this time due to my frustration as well as Asians with their “Victory.”

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Several times message erased by wicked baby’s dad and now a jerk that look tiny-black pony tail

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As I am trying to solve my issues and trying hard to look for new ways, not only government, but many wicked people are abusing me and my family.
I am publicizing the way they are segregating against not only non-wicked at this point. Wicked is able to control your mind and use it as any other computer. Two days ago to keep me awake. I realized that they were using my lab top and my head was blinking as the light or energy source was addressed from the outsider computer. Government and wicked are killing, are robbing as we post our junk throught google, youtube and so on and forth they are taking your original ideas. As you are writing your papers they are doing so as Joy did at College of San Mateo as many other wicked students who robbed my audio project as their own or my script which was saved several times in their own places and many of the main people like the President,
Vice-President or the District is participating.
Very few of the students are really getting ready to absorb the jobs in the Broadcasting industry. They are pre-selected and are quite a number the ones that are wasted or destroyed. You should see how many asked me for favor because they were not able to do their assignments and they just were trying to take from me as was kindly giving them. Ilia knows as well as the Asian named Victoria. But that is not it. They also used our physical image to go spend our money as my 1552 Lago property neighbor used to do. Government knows about the rob of identity, about the use of our image and about the mind and body computer and still is judging and killing the poor who not knowing were invaded and through their mind and body wicked killed as in Scott Peterson case his own baby and wife. BEGGING FOR HELP AND PROTECTION AND PUBLICLY DEMANDING AN ACCUSATION AGAINST CRIMINALS IN POWER: GOVERNMENT OF THE UNITED STATES WHO IS ALSO SUPPORTING MONARCHIES TO HAVE THE WORLD CONTROL AS HITLER’S TRIED YEARS AGO! Many are the ones running on front of me to not let me use the computers.
Estrella Benavides
estrebenavid@my.smccd.edu *
2012 – 2013 BECA Major Student in progress
San Francisco State University (SFSU)
Major Broadcasting Electronic Communication Arts (BECA)
With 96 units completed including an AA degree from College of San Mateo (CSM)
Minor Journalism

2011 – 2012 Student – Journalism Major
College of San Mateo – AA degree with 150 units earned and just 70 accepted at SFSU

1996 – 2003 Director of Housekeeping
Raiser Senior Services – The Stratford (San Mateo – 4yrs.); The Carlisle (San Francisco – 3yrs.) and supporting and running extra mile The Webster House (PA)

1987 – 1996 Service Coordinators in San Carlos Lyon’s Restaurant
Waitress

1986 – 1987 Courtesy Clerk (Safeway – San Carlos); Maid at San Carlos Inn
And Metal cleaner at San Carlos Plating Co.

1982 – 1986 Director of the Statistic Department
Naviera Nicaraguense de Cabotaje (ENICAB) and Naviera Nicaraguense (NANICA)
Student at Recinto Universitario (RUCFA) Economy Major

1981 – 1982 Manufacture Centroamerica (MACEN) Audit Department Secretary and Audit Assistance

1980 – 1981 Ministerio de Transportes y Communicaciones and
Direccion General de Correos y Telecomunicaciones (TELCOR)
Nicaragua as Rotative Secretary in various departments and participated in the Twelfth Congress of the Postal Union of the
Americas and Spain at Managua, Nicaragua, August 1981 with
Some experience in Human Resources and Radio Frequencies Department.
I have some experience in laying bricks, wood floor, installing roof, painting interior/exterior home as well as renting or purchasing homes. I am a handy woman who really needs a job who is having flexible hours at any shifts: day-time or graveyard hours as long as I am properly inform and I do have some issues of hours when I am register for classes beginning in Spring 2013 – 1/28/13. *email preference, phone most of the time is not working for various reasons.

Alarson5@sfsu.edu
BH 261
Professor Larson:

In Fall 2012 I was one of the students who tried to crash into your class. At my priority registration, I had some difficulties registering. No less happened for Spring 2013 when Admission had me with a Pre-BECA Admission Status which I heard Chair Patterson said “It’s not such of thing.” As he supposedly solve the issue through a phone called on 12/15/12 not as recommended by Admission through the request for change as I asked and I was advised by Admission on 12/13/12. As I went to Admission, the clerk feels that had not been completely clear, but perhaps I went to quick and times will say.
However, due to the error or misunderstanding twice I had not been able to register through my priority registration. Your class is full and just you can make a change of my status. I am aware that some people signed as part of the waiting list and for unknown reason I cannot.
I am begging you to keep my name in mind. Chair Patterson signed in Fall 2012 my BECA 200 with the grades transferred from College of San Mateo which I did understand is part of the pre-requisite. If anything I am planning to be in your class trying to crash as is traditionally happening here.

Please keep my name and I. D. in mind!

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Begging publicly for help and protection!

As government is persecuting millions and supposedly giving justice, they are not letting me sleep.  They are persecuting me and my family for religious reaAs I am trying to solve my issues and trying hard to look for new ways, not only government, but many wicked people are abusing me and my family.
I am publicizing the way they are segregating against not only non-wicked at this point. Wicked is able to control your mind and use it as any other computer. Two days ago to keep me awake. I realized that they were using my lab top and my head was blinking as the light or energy source was addressed from the outsider computer. Government and wicked are killing, are robbing as we post our junk throught google, youtube and so on and forth they are taking your original ideas. As you are writing your papers they are doing so as Joy did at College of San Mateo as many other wicked students who robbed my audio project as their own or my script which was saved several times in their own places and many of the main people like the President,
Vice-President or the District is participating.
Very few of the students are really getting ready to absorb the jobs in the Broadcasting industry. They are pre-selected and are quite a number the ones that are wasted or destroyed. You should see how many asked me for favor because they were not able to do their assignments and they just were trying to take from me as was kindly giving them. Ilia knows as well as the Asian named Victoria. But that is not it. They also used our physical image to go spend our money as my 1552 Lago property neighbor used to do. Government knows about the rob of identity, about the use of our image and about the mind and body computer and still is judging and killing the poor who not knowing were invaded and through their mind and body wicked killed as in Scott Peterson case his own baby and wife. BEGGING FOR HELP AND PROTECTION AND PUBLICLY DEMANDING AN ACCUSATION AGAINST CRIMINALS IN POWER: GOVERNMENT OF THE UNITED STATES WHO IS ALSO SUPPORTING MONARCHIES TO HAVE THE WORLD CONTROL AS HITLER’S TRIED YEARS AGO! Many are the ones running on front of me to not let me use the computers.
Estrella Benavides
estrebenavid@my.smccd.edu *
2012 – 2013 BECA Major Student in progress
San Francisco State University (SFSU)
Major Broadcasting Electronic Communication Arts (BECA)
With 96 units completed including an AA degree from College of San Mateo (CSM)
Minor Journalism

2011 – 2012 Student – Journalism Major
College of San Mateo – AA degree with 150 units earned and just 70 accepted at SFSU

1996 – 2003 Director of Housekeeping
Raiser Senior Services – The Stratford (San Mateo – 4yrs.); The Carlisle (San Francisco – 3yrs.) and supporting and running extra mile The Webster House (PA)

1987 – 1996 Service Coordinators in San Carlos Lyon’s Restaurant
Waitress

1986 – 1987 Courtesy Clerk (Safeway – San Carlos); Maid at San Carlos Inn
And Metal cleaner at San Carlos Plating Co.

1982 – 1986 Director of the Statistic Department
Naviera Nicaraguense de Cabotaje (ENICAB) and Naviera Nicaraguense (NANICA)
Student at Recinto Universitario (RUCFA) Economy Major

1981 – 1982 Manufacture Centroamerica (MACEN) Audit Department Secretary and Audit Assistance

1980 – 1981 Ministerio de Transportes y Communicaciones and
Direccion General de Correos y Telecomunicaciones (TELCOR)
Nicaragua as Rotative Secretary in various departments and participated in the Twelfth Congress of the Postal Union of the
Americas and Spain at Managua, Nicaragua, August 1981 with
Some experience in Human Resources and Radio Frequencies Department.
I have some experience in laying bricks, wood floor, installing roof, painting interior/exterior home as well as renting or purchasing homes. I am a handy woman who really needs a job who is having flexible hours at any shifts: day-time or graveyard hours as long as I am properly inform and I do have some issues of hours when I am register for classes beginning in Spring 2013 – 1/28/13. *email preference, phone most of the time is not working for various reasons.

Alarson5@sfsu.edu
BH 261
Professor Larson:

In Fall 2012 I was one of the students who tried to crash into your class. At my priority registration, I had some difficulties registering. No less happened for Spring 2013 when Admission had me with a Pre-BECA Admission Status which I heard Chair Patterson said “It’s not such of thing.” As he supposedly solve the issue through a phone called on 12/15/12 not as recommended by Admission through the request for change as I asked and I was advised by Admission on 12/13/12. As I went to Admission, the clerk feels that had not been completely clear, but perhaps I went to quick and times will say.
However, due to the error or misunderstanding twice I had not been able to register through my priority registration. Your class is full and just you can make a change of my status. I am aware that some people signed as part of the waiting list and for unknown reason I cannot.
I am begging you to keep my name in mind. Chair Patterson signed in Fall 2012 my BECA 200 with the grades transferred from College of San Mateo which I did understand is part of the pre-requisite. If anything I am planning to be in your class trying to crash as is traditionally happening here.

Please keep my name and I. D. in mind!

son and are not letting me to sleep properly.  In combination with many wicked people are abusing me.  Begging publicly for a public accusation against

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It’s almost the last week – one more for finals and my first semester will be over!

Three classes are done and three more need to pass a test next week, but I am feeling without much to do for the last past hour.  I have my family, but the miserable government that we do have split us.  I always dream that one day, God will change that and I hope it will be sooner than later.  Last night as many others they are not letting me sleep.  It was about 4:30a.m. that I finally was able as they were going fast next to my van.  Good thing is that since I remember I am ready to go.

I woke up about 7:30a.m. and I was looking for my dress.  Today, I perform at my Dance 350 class.  Dr. Wong is very fun.  She made us to perform several times and believe me everyone did a great job.  We were put in groups of 4 or so and we did perform about two times aside performing in two biggest group twice.  She divided the class into two groups and without saying much taught us to keep our space and to see the different patterns that we were following up.  I sing twice and believe it or not I put my hair down today to do so.  If anything I did not want to be look different, but at the beginning of the semester I misunderstood her and I though was an individual project and I prepare my choreography,

One day in summer time I look for a dress in garage sales and I fixed it.  Another I went to thrift stores and I found a nice dancing shoes.  When I was finally ready, I heard her to say that it was a group deal.  It was nice.  I do not think there it was a better group than any other.  I felt everyone did make an effort to perform and some improvised with music – dancing performance.  Others did quietly.  Others like me sang and lucky me because they I believe were dancers career goal people and if anything they had cheer leader experience.  They ended up dancing like in the 50s when people use their ballet movements, but a bit different you know using their legs about 45 degree angle and one of them or two, I believe speak Spanish and if anything are literate in dancing and knew how to step Mexican’s dances.  The others ones perhaps did not know as much, but did have a team group talent and made our dance and performance nice and tide because everyone deserve me to say.  A great job, guys and I hope Doctor Wong found that.  She should feel proud of the class she provides us with.  A lot to read.  A lot to watch and a lot to write, but that is what makes us better.

 I am waiting for 6p.m. to come so I am almost done for this week and then next week and then unfortunately not having much to do and no one to be.  I will be counting the hours at the corner of Whipple to go see baby on the weekend and as I never know might be on his dad’s curve again like animals.  Not having a place to enjoy not even a hamburger, but I should say to cheer myself up that some other poor people is in worse conditions and I better thank God because no matter what “I am having a hope, I can pray, I can dream that soon the sun will shine!” 

Anyway I do want to wish you a “Happy Holidays.”  I remember that for years I used to decorate my home.  We were a big family and we used to put two or three big tables together to have dinner and then about midnight we use to open the gifts and the first one was the lucky one and then he called next and next called next until everyone got their gifts off the tree and we used to make fun about what we got or how nice or so it was.  Others we use to joke, but today this is what no one can take from me: “My memories.”

 

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Government and wicked at College of San Mateo as well as San Francisco State University are denying my right to post at Facebook.  They are not letting me to do so and this is the third time.   Help, I am not only forced to be on the street; they are forcing me without  a phone and are forcing my grades to the lowest.  Last night at SFSU, they were turning off the computer I was using as I was trying to study.  Again the security came to tell because three times I went to tell them about how they were turning off my music just because they were trying to force me be listening to them as they were trying to invade me and abuse me.  It does not make any difference, but what mame me upset is the alienation of my rights and they forcing me to be without studying and not listening the music just because they can change the set ups on the computer as happened today at College of San Mateo and Professor Brown is participating in the segregation and the discrimination that this government is having against non-wicked and the poor people from all over the world.

REFLECTING UPON MY EXPERIENCE WORKING ON GLOBAL VISIONS

 

INTRODUCTION (Both essays)

 

PREPARING US FOR THE PRODUCTION DAYS (First essay)

 

Throughout the semester Fall 2012, we worked hard to learn the term and specific on Camera and Production not only on studio, but fields Crew.  At first were many the new terms, which many times are not found, define through a regular dictionary to refer in regards.  The Taco cart does not mean the regular tacos Mexican tortilla with meat, cheese, or beans.  It is the cart where many of the little tools use through the Studio Production are kept.   The gloves, the cookies, the light covers films or gel that depending on the color will have a dramatic change not only on the perception, but the look of the shots, the face or feeling shows on the people participating or on the people who are going to be our audiences.   We did learn about the different types of lights, brands.  Their softness, or how they would be able to hide the face or a human who wants to give his or her testimony, but wants to keep herself anonymous so we can use a backlight to produce silhouette or we can use fast falloff or soft falloff to show the details or to hide them.  We can learn how to use the key, the fill or the back lights to soft the effects as well as we learn the symbols use to talk without words as we were counting down to start the shooting or to ask to the host to expand or shorten the message because the time left was limited.

We did learn the abbreviations.  We figure out the parts of the camera.  We were introduced to the teleprompter and its use.  We were taught to always locked and break the camera, as we were to leave it for any reason. 

Finally toward the end of this semester we ended spending good number of our classes’ time at the Studio where some of the KCSM Broadcast engineer’s taught us about the fancy equipment that College of San Mateo has.  Nevertheless, we hardly got to know them.  All of them split the group into two groups and good number of time under time pressure.  I did not participate in Professor Brown’s evaluation because my glasses were broken on that day.  I tried to tell to the person who was there about the above issue, but he did not let me.  I tried hard to be watching over some of the students that were allowed to get closer and to get some experience.  There is a lot of new, very sophisticated equipment and two of the engineer mentioned that depending on our point of interest of focus they could have special sessions with us, but the time through the class do not permit that at all and it seems that some had been re-taking the class for 2-3 semesters.  I did observe two or three using the teleprompter monitor and control, but none of them exactly new how to retrieve the information.  I do not think is that hard, it is just a matter to know the files and the procedures.  I saw some changing the inputs as someone else set the question or so to show and facilitate the host or guest answers.

I check on the main control, which is not really disclosed to us.  One of the students was put to be changing the cameras and how to do that manually or through an automatic bottom to have the 10-15 shot sequences to do a smooth change from one camera shot to another one.   We were introduced to some of the control panels, but we never got to touch it or at least I never saw anyone doing so.

Before the production days, we were test on how to operate the cameras, how to

keep the cables use for the microphones nice and tide or how to coil them properly.  How to route them through the main coiled output, which had been route by the engineer group and I perhaps, I misunderstood one of them as he said we were having 24 channels as the equipment does have those, but to plug microphones and use for the Global Visions Segment 3 or any other; we have only six channels available and due to it on the last production day (Segment 3 of our production); Zeke and Pavo who were the most knowledgeable improvised a handheld microphone for some of the guests, but did not heard my comments in regards the livelier batteries which would solve the three and four microphone channels that we were having.  We got a morning trained on lights and we were tested on how to remove or hang them properly.

            We got to choose the title; we were giving the opportunity to write the three places where we did care to work on production days, but none of the ones I wrote were giving to me and I do not know about the rest of the people.  We did talk about the theme, which got change, and if at first we were to have like a food type we ended having a Hawaiian hat pre-recorded field segment done by Larry Cortez, which is short and nice.

I know some got to produce, but not all.  The tape/Record machine and some others I got to know, seating and trying to play without touching much like the audio equipment too.

THE STUDIO PRODUCTION DAYS

It happened quickly we did have two or thee classes of shooting.  It looks like not all of us got to get the hands on anything else than the theory.  I practice on Camera shots and I was assigned on Lighting Assistance 2 on 12/3 and Audio Assistance on 12/5/12.  I did volunteer for the Craft Services/catering, which I did understand everyone was supposed to give a $1.00 or $2.00 per production day.   At first, Professor Brown told me someone else was supposed to do so as I volunteer, but I never heard about so I took the chance and I did purchase some snacks and drinks for the first production day and I told her.  Steven or whoever was assigned got sick and I was glad I did.  The second day Steven got pizzas and he was worry about the money and I remind him about the money collection to pay for it.  Five were suggested, not all got a piece and I believe he barely got the money to pay.  Francisco got a case of coke; I got Diet, cookies, candies, Chewy bars, and crackers both days.  It was fun to go shopping looking for good prices and I got late for my first assignment (Light assistance 2), but I got to practice ahead as we were trained, tested and lecture on the matter.

As we were practicing in one class for the first segment, I got one of the cameras and I went around checking on everyone as they were working. I got to touch the tape/record.  I asked Zeke and Pavo about the audio equipment and I was a bit prepared for the 12/5/12 assignment.  I checked on the Teleprompter monitor and not much about the main because we were about 10-12 around it as the engineer went over.  On 12/5 I did connect the microphone to the main cord.  I asked for the batteries to install new ones for the shooting day as recommended on Zettl’s book and my other classes and Ms. Brown said we were not having any.  One of them told me that they were not having batteries need and Prof. Brown said they were Phantom power as Zeke did say.  I tried to code them just by the length of the cord and the person who was going to use it and I tried to set them accordingly and on that date lines 3 and 4 were not working.  We did test the cords changing the input/output.  The engineer came and could not solve the issues.

Zeke and Pavo are great people to work with and if anything the two days of training and work there did pay off; they got to know the audio equipment better than anyone.  They put the iPod, they tested the Chinese music that we were going to play and they did a great job as our first segment was channel. So I was suggesting that we could have four people with livelier and two with a stand not realizing that we were just having a total of four channels for microphones out of 24.  We learned that if we would installed the batteries we would solved the issue because they use Phantom Power, but also batteries as alternatives that I believe has to do with Studio or field production.  Over all I retrieved the lines without used at the end, but left two in use as some people were to record some parts without the participation of the whole class.  The engineer could not solve on that date the problem and who knows why not, but the team did an excellent job thanks to Zeke and Pavo who proposed the stand microphone as alternative.  I did learn that the months of learning did pay off in production days.  A great job overall. 

            Today I volunteer to do half of the transcription (Music Segment 1) as someone else took the other part, but who volunteered for the credits exchanged with me as she was wishing to do the other one.  I felt I had done so in a prior class and for me would be easy as I did understand that.  For the Credit List, I verified the student list and the assignments were verified as well.  I wrote the list and I email Prof. Brown with some additional questions to put it together.  It was nice because not all the names of the students were on the list and some other titles were like challenges to figure out to finally put it together and if I can I believe it can be improve.  Overall, the months of training did pay off on the production days.  We were ready to catch on the signs to stretch or speed up the lengths of the show.  We did set up the lights and we did hook the appropriate microphones and we were able to solve some issues.  We were able to work together and if anything I hope that the show will be selected to be air.  No matter I am proud.

OVERALL RESULTS AND ANALYSIS OF THE PRODUCTION DAYS

THE SHOW CRITIQUE (Second essay)

            The content of the production put together is very good and I feel that people attention can be catch.  I will say every single of us work hard, but not all as a team and the results show not the worse because the overall shows the efforts put into it. We got some lighting issues that could it be avoid as the audio issue.  Good number of the little technical issues can be fixed through editing.  The technical issues that could it be address as part of the class training and consensus since everyone was there to learn we did not.  Like converging, diverging or through the Z-axis that Prof. Brown said is for advance classes, but seen through a simple common sense we could put the chairs or set better arrange and we did not because somehow Monica was chose as the Director of the whole studio production and two or three made comments which she override not for the best.  Out of the three segments, two of them, I will say well done.  Most of the errors were made in segment 3 because segment 2 has good content and a lot of entertainment.

A SHORT CONCLUSION

Our hard work shows the good results.   The mental map of the audience might be disturbed because our production has some defects and perhaps, the lighting as well as the poor not well-organized flags arrangement is not helping.  I do like the content a lot, we the variation on topic as I mentioned this morning on the topic focus.  I do not like the way in which four people were arrange, some like kind of facing the host others the opposite and four of them seating in one little bench that is not well organized with the rest in the Segment 3.  Segment 2 is much better and perhaps the practice helped the good results. 

We do have some head and nose room issues but overall as Professor Brown mentioned we all did a great job.  For the majority of us this is our first experience and the overall result is a great outcome, but is not so for all who should be able to think ahead about the factors I am bringing up not with the intention to insult or diminish their efforts, but to help every single of us to growth and learn.  After all if our video would be put together with higher standards could hit the top rating and could make our names to shine and the other way around means in this industry good number of times millions of dollar investment wasted.  Professor Brown I know, but I hope that my sincerity would help you as well as my classmates and will not keep on affecting my overall grades as it is happening just because people believe that closing the eyes will take away the errors when as it is happening in Detroit is leaving lots of empty building and a poor economy in this country which is a reflection of our lack of good leadership and judgments.  I learned that this is a teamwork game and the goal is to gain the market not to lose it.  A good director needs to learn to rely, delegate, make decisions and with example show a team work to expect the best from his or her team group as is also written in Module 59 or our reference lectures. 

What I did not mentioned in my paper is that many of us were participating and their names are called “by forced mistake,” and not only me is having the issues.  The difference is that they are not aware and I am.  They even pay for us through FAFSA just to take our talents.

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They again forced an “F” as a Black young man was using and changing my USB files and information

to clairem
 
 
 
 
 
Hi President Claire:
 
SEVERAL TIMES I HAD TRY TO WRITE AND SEND THIS MESSAGE, BUT PEOPLE ARE USING THE LAN SYSTEM OF YOUR OLD COMPUTERS WHICH HAVE A MIND OF THEIR OWN AS WICKED PEOPLE ARE DOING AS THEY PLEASE:
1) Before taking my test I tried to seat in three different computers (I sent a message to Professor Brown) and as I did I was trying to tell you and I do have the librarian as my witness that my travel drive was not recognized by me because it was named under MATTtheSLOTH (the Black man who had been playing with the next computer where I was forced to be just to force me to flank and get for the second time an “F”  I might be stupid, but the test are open book and to flank two with “F” is way too much as I am able to get “A” someplace else.
 
I am requesting Professor Brown to revise her questions and answer based on the paper that she gave us as reference.   This is part of what I am using to accused government not only CSM of being seggregating some of the students as they are persecuting them for religious reason.
 
 

Question 1:

 

When the director says “mic and cue,” what crew members need to react?

 

Based on what is written on page 2 of Module 59 I will repeat: TO APPLY TO QUESTION 1 AND 7

 

If the director says, “will you pan to the left and up a little when you ‘lose [your tally] light’ on camera one,” all camera operators must wait until the end of the sentence before they know who the director is talking to; and then they must remember what the instructions were.  The next paragraph highlight that if the director says, “Camera one, . . . words indicate who . . . This will get the attention on the camera one operator, and the rest of the crew members can concentrate on their tasks.

 

However, on page 5, the example given which is specific for this group, then on page 7 ‘Standby” said but the director simply blurts out, “Take one!” when the cameraperson is not ready, the audience may see a picture being focused, complete with a quick zoom in and out.  If a ‘standby is given reasonable time, the director has every right to expect the crew member involved to be prepared for the requested action-or to quickly tell the director about a problem.

 

Question 1 DID NOT WARMED ME TO USE THE EXAMPLE IN MODULE 59 AND IF I APPLY ALL THE INFORMATION PROVIDED MY ANSWER IS RIGHT BECAUSE THE TWO PEOPLE INVOLVED AS THE DIRECTOR SHOULD CALL ATTENTION TO ALL SHOULD BE AUDIO ENGINEER AND FLOOR DIRCTOR.

 

Camera could be 1, 2 or 3 depending on the shot call.

 

Question 4 HAD NOT BEING COVERED IN THE CHAPTER 59; I DO BELIEVE I SAW IT ON MODULE 60, BUT YOU IGNORED ME AND ARE NOT PART OF MY NOTES OR YOUR LECTURE.  INSTEAD I ASKED TO THE ONLY PERSON TRAINED BY THE ENGINEER AND SHE SHOWS ME HOW TO DISSOLVE MANUALLY AND THROUGH THE AUTOMATIC BUTTOM.

 

Question 5 is very ambiguous because if we are to leave the camera lock will helps to stabilize your shots; you should not do so because you are expected to pan, or whatever the director tells you, but it is not clearly ask.  And it is one of the things we should learn to always lock the camera as we are supposed to go from the place.  Basic rule of thumb.  NEVER LEAVE YOUR CAMERA UNLOCKED BECAUSE THAT STABILIZE IT. In fact I changed my answered question as I did respond at first because of it and because my friend is working me in the next computer.

Thanks,
 
Estrella Benavides
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Today, I am not longer recommending Professor Brown as I did last semester.
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